Sometimes I wonder if this adoration is purely based upon the fact you’re completely unattainable.
I will always kind of adore you; but when I’m hungover and cold and tired as I am now, I’m scared I’ll never find anyone else I feel this way about.
rape culture is portraying sexually active 12 year olds on talk shows as sluts instead of wondering who the fuck is having sex with 12 year olds
i am so tired but so nervous bc i am busier tomorrow than i have been in months so i’m going to drink heavily from the alcohol stash under my bed and write everything my usual way too conscious brain blocks out.
note to self-
if i continue to just pay attention to who actually cares about me and surround myself with them, maybe i won’t be insecure about talking to them about what really is bothering me.
Today I found out my ex-boss (I left for legit reasons) is now firing everybody (only women work there) because they’re “too fat” for his liking… Women who have been there for 6+ years and he’s been there for 1.
I have not been this disgusted in a long, long time.
I’m thinking of starting a public blog that I’d post on like facebook and stuff. I’m really apprehensive and I have a lot of opinions that I think people could relate too. I have learned so much from others’ blogs. Hopefully if I share some opinions, people will stop being such racist/homophobic/sexist shitheads to me because then they’ll know my stances even more.